I want to go....

To DISNEYLAND!!!!! 

Who knows? In two months my dreams may come true?!! 

Playing in the most magical place in the world 

(Other than zuanich) with my Prince Charming!

"When you wish, upon a star!!"

Someday, I would love to meet...

....Michael Henry

(Mama Megan Curneen and baby Michael Henry!)

(Doesn't this face just say kiss me all over it?!?) 

This is Michael Henry, my cousin Megan's first born! They live in San Jose, California. I have not had the chance to meet his sweet face yet. Gosh, he has to be coming up on a year? I just can't get over those big brown eyes! I know he just has to be the most fun, sweet and loving boy, cause my cousin is soo cool and a wonderful mother, I just know it! Megan is my Aunt Connie and Uncle Tom's eldest, Kelsey is her sister. They are family on my dads side, even though we barely got to know them growing up I feel as if I know them and just adore them. They are wonderful people. Someday I would love to meet Megans boyfriend and his daughter who makes up their family. Someday I will meet them...:)

LOVE this...

Absolutely Adore this Vintage Chair. I want a chair similar to this 

with updated fabric. But I love the red, don't you?! 

Five Year Letter.

Five years ago in January, my English teacher Mr. Cheesman had us write a “Five year letter”. We were to write about where we were in life then and where we want to be in five years, what we want accomplished. He had us pick two people to write a letter to us as well. We stuffed the three letters inside an envelope, added a postage stamp and addressed it to the most secure address where we could be found. My mom sent me a package the other day, and in it was this envelope addressed to me, by me. My five year letter. I took a deep breath knowing that I had many rough patches in my past not remembering what so ever what I wrote or who I had write me. After staring at this envelope for what seemed like forever I opened it. 

 A letter from Sam, my first boyfriend. By this time we had just started dating so it was pretty funny. He talks about wanting to show me his favorite music and his favorite movie and things like that. It was such an elementary and childlike letter.

Me and Ava - our Senior Year in HS. Best Friends. 

I moved to the next letter, from my now sister in law Ava. It was probably one of the sweetest reminders of our friendship. She has always had a way with words and this note was very sincere and tender, very much from the heart. She starts with “Hey chica bonita. I love you don’t ever forget that.” You have no idea how I needed to hear that. She talks about what we have done together, she tells of how I have been a friend to her. Then she starts telling me her dreams for her future. Ah, and of this I am so proud. She plans to go to FIDM, she did. She did finish in a school in Seattle. She talked about not knowing when she wants to get married but she knows that the Lord has great plans for her. And he did, she is married to my brother, Caleb. She wanted to run her own line of clothing – which she has sort-of accomplished as much as she can at this point. She wants to have a line of quality clothing and donate the clothes to third world countries or homeless people here in America, she felt that was something the Lord wants her to do – she still has the same heart for this I believe, even though she hasn’t done it yet, I am proud.  She goes off on what she thinks I will accomplish and says just the most precious thing to me “I think you will end up doing something with photography-by now you maybe are in college, but judging from your talent im not sure if you need to go to school for photography. “ It will take ages for me to explain to you why this means so much, in a nutshell – I wanted to go, got accepted to the hardest photography school to get into and the best, but didn’t have the confidence in my memory to perform the way I used to before my car accident.  She then gives me 9 verses to look up. What a great friend. She says some other things but I am hiding them in my heart. Ah, what a blessing of a letter. I think this one I will cherish forever. We are not as close unfortunately as we used to be, but never the less sisters and I believe always friends first.

Finally I come across my letter. “Currently I am a senior about to graduate from Lynden High School. I am doing all right in school – passing all, but struggling with my brain injury. I have an immense amount of Dr. Appointments from my car accident. Physical therapy, physical therapy for vertigo (dizziness) counselor apps, regular Dr. appointments, massage therapy, I see psychiatrist and neurologist and a neuropsychiatrist all due to fricken teenagers playing games on the badger. I am unemployed but I work with Sam Gardner a professional photographer and am job-hunting today as well as tomorrow. I have my own mini business Katz photography. I take senior, family, kid, and wedding portraits. I love taking pictures, it’s my passion. I got accepted to Brooks institute of photography but I cannot go – sad. But it’s all-good. My dad’s tumors aren’t as bad right now. He’s a principal (vice) at Mt. baker – Kendal elementary. He loves working with kids and is a city councilman. Peter is graduating college a day after me with his bachelors in pre med I think. Or something like that, but he just discovered that he wants to do something where he will have time for wife and kids and sports he loves to do (snowboarding, show shoeing, tennis, hiking,) Caleb is getting his transfer degree this year I think at WCC. He doesn’t know what he wants. Michael, fresh in HS – lynden – tennis, swim and smart as ever – afro boy. Mother, dearest mother, when not working as a recess duty she is remodeling the house or cooking or spending time with the Lord. Me, I like to be busy at all times – with friends mostly. Im a student leader in young life, loving those around me to the Lord. I go to Christ the king church with Ava Fernandes my best friend and love it. Don’t really go or have a youth group. Grandparents are healthy. I’ve been struggling from depression from the loss of Joseph Nuckolls and Malorie Nonhofff. I am hoping to attend Whatcom 1 yr and then new Zealand Capernwray then a trade school for 2 years …….” Ah how sad this letter makes me. I did not write this letter as if from the heart. I was writing fast as if to get this stupid assignment over. I hated my life back then. I was soo unhappy. This letter reeks of sadness. I couldn’t write about my hopes and dreams because I was focused on my issues. I had no hopes and my dreams had been trampled on, which is where I decided to focus on the accomplishments of the Loved ones surrounding me.  On the flip side, look how far I have come?! Praise you Lord for new beginnings.  I have let the Lord back in my heart; I have married a prince, my prince. I am a professional photographer. I have a home and a kitty. I have established a whole other life completely outside of my box and I am happy. I have numerous loved ones, for that alone I am blessed. I am not playing soccer right now because I don’t want to spend money on cleats and pads and such not because of fear, sort of but mostly. I am not playing tennis because my racket is in WA and needs to be restrung. I get a massage about once every two or so months. I am alive and well and healthy. Yes, I have to try every day and I have to work on remembering things and sometimes still just won’t but it doesn’t and can’t hold me down. I am stronger. I have the Lord on my side.  Wow, So thank you Mr. Cheesman for this assignment. Thank you for giving us perspective and encouragement. Without even trying to you blessed me through this. Thank you.

Phil 4:13 - I can do all things through Christ who Strengthens Me. (Ava's verse.)

My First Pair of Toms!

(the following is off a blog that supports toms; telling you all about them.)

TOMS began in May 2006, founded by Blake Mycoskie. Mycoskie got the idea for the slip-on style of shoe made with lightweight fabric from the traditional alpargata after his trip to Argentina. The poverty and health issues he encountered on his trip hit Mycoskie pretty hard and moved him to market alpargatas in the US to help the poor in Argentina. His idea was to match every pair of shoes in the US sold with a pair to a child in need. TOMS’ slogan of One for One is a fresh way of helping the poor that has caught Americans’ interest and is becoming somewhat of an icon.

 The disease that TOMS is helping to eradicate is Podoconiosis. It’s a disease that is transferred by walking or working barefoot in volcanic soil that is rich in silica, which is a fairly common practice in rural parts of developing countries. The disease causes ulcers, extreme swelling, and deformity in the legs. Many countries in Africa, Central America and northern India are affected by this debilitating disease. In Ethiopia, between five hundred thousand and one million people are afflicted by Podoconiosis. Those afflicted experience intense pain and are considered pariahs in their society, no longer able to work to support themselves. It’s a serious problem with a fairly easy solution. If those living in the areas with silica-rich soil had shoes to wear consistently from early childhood, they would be able to avoid the disease. TOMS shoes is working to provide durable footwear to at-risk children living in these dangerous areas in the world. I got my information and statistics from the TOMS website, so they have done their research and really know their stuff.

 Sounds cool, right? You can easily support TOMS by buying a pair of their shoes. The best part is, you’re not simply giving the company money, you’re getting a great product out of it, too. You can buy online at their website or search for stores near you that carry TOMS shoes. Visit TOMS shoes homepage at http://www.tomsshoes.com

My new Toms :)

Wishful thinking, yet still hopeful!

Love this for a dining room. LOVE the rustic white look.

I'm a sucker for candlelight.

Accents for our Beach House? Fun!  

Fabulous Friday!

I have been thinking about how I would like our house to look. What style? Do I want dark furniture? or White Furniture? We have collected, since marriage, all dark brown furniture, and light couches/chairs. Now in our bedroom is bamboo, and I'm thinking i might like white better?! hah. Ah, man I am so confused. I am trying to think of our dream home, that would be located in the country or near some body of water. I want the house to be full of light and very spacious looking ie - high ceilings and light colored walls - warm colors. I want designs of starfish and sand-dollars etc. I love red and yellow, so those would be my accent colors. What we did in our first home worked soo well. I LOVED it. 

AHH! My house! I LOVED the windows. I want those in my dream house. I loved our red lamp and my round chair from pier one. The lamp can go. The dried flowers are from our wedding. The afghan was made my my best friend Nanny. Now the COUCH!!! AHH This is probably Chris' and my Favorite thing ever. This is the only thing we splurged on, like our wedding gift to each other. It's a brand new yellow and white striped down slip-cover couch. BEAUTIFUL and comfy as ever. 

This is all in storage :( 

Our entertainment furniture was black which complimented our black frames and went with the dark brown wood. The best sound system ever, the whole house would shake, literally. The bookcase is Chris' from Costco. Very convenient because we have a LOT of books. Anyway, this works! 

Isn't this just darling? 

I think it was the kitchen that made this house mine. It's so antique/vintage looking. The cupboards are like made of metal, and the sink porcelain. The bamboo is being taken care of by my mom and the fruit bowl was a hand-made wedding gift and engraved just for us.

Um, Can you see why I loved this house?!?! I never would have left if it weren't for our Maui adventure. Not crazy about our dishes or the set up, but I LOVE the table and chairs, again vintage looking. The cupboards most importantly, were my FAVORITE! Ok, so my Nanny, my best friend and grandmother, got me started on a tea cup collection. This glass cupboard displayed my collection beautifully. Also, loved having a window by the dining room table. Again, all of this is in storage. I wish our house here could look like that, but well I guess I will have to wait for the next one. There is a lot of light wood in this place which makes it hard to mesh with our things, the way I would like them to. Also, everything that makes this home comfy and beautiful is that it is filled with our things that we grew up with individually and that we received as wedding gifts for us to enjoy as a couple. All of these things are an ocean away. Ah, so hard. I wish it could all just be in one place. We are working on this....I hope you had a fabulous friday!